A lesson
I needs a ranting space to vent out all my frustrations and grudges over this silly teeniest matter, which involves the totally screwed friendship classmates-ship with this poor lil' deeply wounded woman girl. All lies and fraud underneath of her truth self. I have never thought of penning all these mean words down until the past day she have totally pissed me to the utmost that my endurance can hold, and I aint gonna let all these just gliding by as if nothing's gone wrong and having everyone thinking "oh, hey! She's nice! You're the bad egg!" oh c'mon that's so not me! Perhaps after reading all these, she will embrace herself to somebody's arms with her tears strolling pitifully down her rosy cheeks, and oh, she will thanks the person for lending her his her shoulders. But mind you, I penned all these down not feeling all wanting to slap the " bad girl " impression of hers mentally to you, as I obviously do not have such capability; I just wanted to rant on my frustration. You can chose to ignore and skip all these dumbass thingy, and ignore the saying on the bads, as sometimes, ignorant indeed is a bliss. As I rather not knowing and revealing the truth but the ugliest self of hers human beings. But at least, all these shits had actually taught me a lesson, and good self experienced lesson learnt after living for a whole good eighteen years. I am just too dumb.
It's a long story back to months ago, after the term semester my close classmate had abandoned me to somewhere else for school. I took her as my close friend, heed her advices like a sis, never thought of the stuffs she might say at my back and never thought of her coming against me when jealousy got overwhelm within her. All these only revealed when jealousy got better of her. When her important guys ones getting on a better terms with us that was where it all started about. Her mean words and moves that aint suppose to use on her girlfriend, not especially on the person's birthday. This, which, of cos', doubtlessly, have totally screwed the girl's entire birthday. She thanks her for that. she used hurtful and malicious words to comment on her girlfriend's behaviour, when this lady have actually took her as a friend and had never gossiped about her. As a friend of this lady I felt sorry for her, as she absolutely doesn't deserve such mean words. You must be totally clueless how we got to know so much. I just have a few words for you, just stop gossiping that much on others, having less obsessions on guys and take a breather for yourself, life definitely will be much better for you.
Presenting your weakness by whining upsettingly and pitifully to somebody might will gain you the sympathy and concern. But, hey, c'mon, we won't be that bothered by it, god knows they will visualise your truth self sooner or later. Unless a leopard will change its spots, will it?
Trust me, the things she have told us about you people cant get any better than what she has said about us. Just pictures the scene that when you actually barely know her and yet, she has already been talking bad about you that in fact, she has been treating you really nice like out of her truth self. And, of cos', it doesn't surprise me if she does tell stories facts that she fabricated, which had ultimately earned your trusts.
And let me remind you, what I've said are all lies, all fabricated by myself, don't believe any words that Michelle's typed on this page, just erase them off.
But still, I thanks her for the errands she had ran and the good deeds she'd done for me during the past months only to plaster a good image, it indeed did earn her a credit, but everything never will resume back like it was, of cos' she has her friends.
Don't take them like shits at the back like what you've took us as.
God bless.
On a happier note, yesterday was the o's results release day, I've received my os, English result, and yes, this time is a so much better result then the previous. I've gotta a B3 for it! Dummy nanny! I'm so happy! great satisfaction with such result! Cheerios people for me!
posted @ 11:20 PM
